{"id":82,"date":"2023-01-14T11:04:17","date_gmt":"2023-01-14T16:04:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ourartsmagazine.com\/musingsofamadman\/?p=82"},"modified":"2023-01-14T11:04:17","modified_gmt":"2023-01-14T16:04:17","slug":"after-40-years","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ourartsmagazine.com\/musingsofamadman\/2023\/01\/14\/after-40-years\/","title":{"rendered":"After 40 years"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a\">\n<div dir=\"auto\">tortured by years of unobtainable love<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">your sudden reappearance leaves me<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">fearful of not being the one<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">dreamed of for so long.<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">immobilized by the intensity of emotion<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">ripping through my being<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">quaking with anxiety<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">sobbing with joy.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a\">\n<div dir=\"auto\">I dream to leap the distance<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">that keeps us apart,<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">to embrace you<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">to never let you go<\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>tortured by years of unobtainable love your sudden reappearance leaves me fearful of not being the one dreamed of for so long. immobilized by the intensity of emotion ripping through&hellip;<a href=\"https:\/\/ourartsmagazine.com\/musingsofamadman\/2023\/01\/14\/after-40-years\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"more-button\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">After 40 years<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":66,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_bbp_topic_count":0,"_bbp_reply_count":0,"_bbp_total_topic_count":0,"_bbp_total_reply_count":0,"_bbp_voice_count":0,"_bbp_anonymous_reply_count":0,"_bbp_topic_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_reply_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_forum_subforum_count":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-82","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ourartsmagazine.com\/musingsofamadman\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/82","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ourartsmagazine.com\/musingsofamadman\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ourartsmagazine.com\/musingsofamadman\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ourartsmagazine.com\/musingsofamadman\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/66"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ourartsmagazine.com\/musingsofamadman\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=82"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ourartsmagazine.com\/musingsofamadman\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/82\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ourartsmagazine.com\/musingsofamadman\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=82"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ourartsmagazine.com\/musingsofamadman\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=82"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ourartsmagazine.com\/musingsofamadman\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=82"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}