{"id":45,"date":"2023-01-02T10:34:27","date_gmt":"2023-01-02T15:34:27","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ourartsmagazine.com\/musingsofamadman\/?p=45"},"modified":"2023-01-02T10:34:27","modified_gmt":"2023-01-02T15:34:27","slug":"mesometimes","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ourartsmagazine.com\/musingsofamadman\/2023\/01\/02\/mesometimes\/","title":{"rendered":"Me(sometimes)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-13\" src=\"https:\/\/ourartsmagazine.com\/musingsofamadman\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2021\/12\/cropped-David_Lane5-300x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/ourartsmagazine.com\/musingsofamadman\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2021\/12\/cropped-David_Lane5-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/ourartsmagazine.com\/musingsofamadman\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2021\/12\/cropped-David_Lane5-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/ourartsmagazine.com\/musingsofamadman\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2021\/12\/cropped-David_Lane5-450x450.jpg 450w, https:\/\/ourartsmagazine.com\/musingsofamadman\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2021\/12\/cropped-David_Lane5-100x100.jpg 100w, https:\/\/ourartsmagazine.com\/musingsofamadman\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2021\/12\/cropped-David_Lane5-270x270.jpg 270w, https:\/\/ourartsmagazine.com\/musingsofamadman\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2021\/12\/cropped-David_Lane5-192x192.jpg 192w, https:\/\/ourartsmagazine.com\/musingsofamadman\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2021\/12\/cropped-David_Lane5-180x180.jpg 180w, https:\/\/ourartsmagazine.com\/musingsofamadman\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2021\/12\/cropped-David_Lane5-32x32.jpg 32w, https:\/\/ourartsmagazine.com\/musingsofamadman\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2021\/12\/cropped-David_Lane5.jpg 512w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Some times This is me.<\/p>\n<p>Hiding in my cave afraid someone may notice me.<br \/>\nI have enough scars.<\/p>\n<p>I try; I really do!<br \/>\nI hide in my cave afraid someone may notice me.<\/p>\n<p>And sometimes this is me.<br \/>\nPosting my art and assorted musings.<\/p>\n<p>Sharing love and joy.<\/p>\n<p>Reaching out.<\/p>\n<p>But more and more it&#8217;s all a farce.<\/p>\n<p>A facade to feel human.<\/p>\n<p>Wondering why at 75 I have not grown up.<\/p>\n<p>This is all a form of meditation.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Some times This is me. Hiding in my cave afraid someone may notice me. I have enough scars. I try; I really do! I hide in my cave afraid someone&hellip;<a href=\"https:\/\/ourartsmagazine.com\/musingsofamadman\/2023\/01\/02\/mesometimes\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"more-button\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Me(sometimes)<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":66,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_bbp_topic_count":0,"_bbp_reply_count":0,"_bbp_total_topic_count":0,"_bbp_total_reply_count":0,"_bbp_voice_count":0,"_bbp_anonymous_reply_count":0,"_bbp_topic_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_reply_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_forum_subforum_count":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-45","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ourartsmagazine.com\/musingsofamadman\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ourartsmagazine.com\/musingsofamadman\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ourartsmagazine.com\/musingsofamadman\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ourartsmagazine.com\/musingsofamadman\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/66"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ourartsmagazine.com\/musingsofamadman\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=45"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ourartsmagazine.com\/musingsofamadman\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ourartsmagazine.com\/musingsofamadman\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=45"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ourartsmagazine.com\/musingsofamadman\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=45"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ourartsmagazine.com\/musingsofamadman\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=45"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}