<\/p>\n
tearing myself from rutted routine<\/p>\n
leaping miles<\/p>\n
to try out a fantasy.<\/p>\n
landing in a mine field<\/p>\n
False starts ,insecurity ,<\/p>\n
reality rears its ugly head.<\/p>\n
Stuck between love and freedom<\/p>\n
forced concessions and bad compromise<\/p>\n
unable to give up .<\/p>\n
I feel unimportant,<\/p>\n
old and in the way.<\/p>\n
a third class citizen<\/p>\n
homeless in my own home<\/p>\n
all of my needs unfulfilled<\/p>\n
is this love?<\/p>\n
stuck in the back of the bus on this ride.<\/p>\n
I must give up myself to survive.<\/p>\n
Too much I have fled.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
tearing myself from rutted routine leaping miles to try out a fantasy. landing in a mine field False starts ,insecurity , reality rears its ugly head. Stuck between love…