Musings of a madman

Out damned spot! Out I say! Twilight Approaches Waves of memory wash over me . Abstracts from my life. tears , lost ideals of youth haunt me. Nostalgic visions flying past warming heart and mind. Barely remembered landscapes, warped by time and faulty recollections. Embarrassment for never growing up gives way to stubborn pride for…

It was a cool rainy day outside. Laura wandered from window to window sighing looking bored. “Mom! There’s nothing to do” she whined as she walked into the kitchen. “I have a present for you Laura” said her mom. “It came in the mail last week and I have been saving it for a day…

tortured by years of unobtainable love your sudden reappearance leaves me fearful of not being the one dreamed of for so long. immobilized by the intensity of emotion ripping through my being quaking with anxiety sobbing with joy. I dream to leap the distance that keeps us apart, to embrace you to never let you…

I follow trails of thought through my mind filled with wonder about the final outcome. I can remember yesterday, so in a sense , it is not gone, but set in indelible ink unchangeable. I cannot linger reading previous chapters for long . I must get on with writing new chapters. I once spent precious…

electric dreams fill my being with sparks of spiritual energy. i know not of other planes or places still I dream of elsewhere and elsewhen. Silence envelopes me stars like diamond dust dance lightly my soul is tickled. Blue mist and red dawn draw me to drink their beauty. I must be gone places to go…

We are evolved to have quick automatic responses to danger. We are taught inapproiate emotional responses. We are all drama queens about some things. Learning to be non reactionary, to control our emotional response to externial and internal events is a big key to happiness. There are many paths to inner peace and understanding that…

‎Saturday, ‎11 ‎June, ‎2016 I kind of commited to do this blog even if small bites everyday. The commitment was to me so I can’t let myself down or cheat myself so here we go again Voting for the lesser of two evils is still choosing evil. The revoloution will be televised and produced by “The…

A wander comes upon a master sitting under a tree. “Can I achive enlightment through meditation?” asked the wander. “No” repliyed the master. A few days later the wander comes upon another master. “Can I achive enlightment through meditation?” asked the wander. “No” repliyed the master. A few days later the wander comes upon Buddha…

As darkness falls . The Smokey light of the camp fire cast mysterious light and shadows. I dream of ancient gods and superstitions. A shaman calls spirits down from the heavens . Déjà vu?

Some times This is me. Hiding in my cave afraid someone may notice me. I have enough scars. I try; I really do! I hide in my cave afraid someone may notice me. And sometimes this is me. Posting my art and assorted musings. Sharing love and joy. Reaching out. But more and more it’s…